Region: Metropolis
Location: Finanar X – Moon 15 – Minmatar Mining Corporation Mineral Reserve
Date: 25.05.117
Time: 21:10
Sahriah
stood restlessly by the window in the private lounge, on the station orbiting
Finanar X. It was as close to the warzone as she could get without entering low
or null security space, space she’d avoided for years with good reason.
The
gas giant rotated slowly beneath her, its violent storms and racing winds
appearing serene from a distance. Her mind was fixed on the last mail she had
received, from a man who was once her closest friend, and the only person in
the universe she truly trusted.
Sahriah,
I managed to smuggle myself 12 jumps, through the S2N Blockade in Uemon, and have arrived in the Finanar system. Please forward me your location.-OutJ.Tordanis
Awaiting
his arrival with tension, her fingers played with the thin black gloves she
wore, an outlet for her nervous energy. She had not seen him in over a year,
and it was well before that, that they had truly lost contact.
The
lounge was simple; it was on a Minmatar station after all. A small sitting area
fitted with couches and a table, gave way to a slanted window-side designed to
provide a generous view of the planet below.
Sahriah
turned her head upon hearing the door slide open. A tall Caldari stood in the
doorway, his body a dark silhouette against the light from the corridor. She
took a breath. It could only be one person.
Jacob
He
stepped into the room, wearing a dark-grey hooded robe, presumably to hide his
identity while he travelled through the warzone. She suppressed the impulse to
run over and hug him, instead stepping down from the viewing window in a
controlled manner and walking slowly towards him.
"I'm
glad you came." she said softly, unsure of how he was going to react.
Jacob
keyed the door closed behind him, then turned and faced Sahriah, removing his
hood and parting his robe. "It's been a long time" he said, as he
inspected her. He could feel the intensity of the room, and for his sake
attempted to diffuse it with some humour. "You look the exact same. I
guess it pays to be immortal."
Sahriah
offered a smile as she stopped a few feet away. He looked more stressed and
tired then she remembered. "So do you" she lied, gesturing for him to
join her as she stepped towards the couch. "How have you been?"
He
performed one final scan of the room before removing the Ammarian robe entirely
and draping it over a chair; he walked over and sat down on the sofa.
"Tired"
he said, letting out a sigh of relief. "The Reach has been a cluster fuck-and-a-half
between all the skirmishing. Forgive me for how long it took to get here."
He paused for a moment before continuing. "In all honesty it wasn't the
war that delayed me; it was my own courage - or lack thereof. I didn’t know
what to say or how to approach you." He chuckled, once again attempting to
diffuse his discomfort. "Hell, meeting up with a long-lost
friend shouldn't be as difficult as warfare and imminent death"
Sahriah
sat down near him leaving some space between them. She gazed at the small table
in front of her for a moment, her guilt returning. "I'm sorry if I’ve made
things...difficult...between us. I never meant for that."
He
leaned over and placed his hand on her shoulder, interrupting her gaze. "We
all have our own journey through the stars, Sahriah. Do not apologize; I just
wasn't prepared for what came to pass, or for walking my path without you
somewhere nearby." He paused, gazing through her and remembering pieces of
the last two years. "It was a.... hard lesson, but I'm whole.” Jacob returned
his focus to her eyes. "What prompted you to reach out to me after all
this time? Why now?"
"I've
been here. I've kept tabs on you since we parted ways. I noticed you joined [TRI]
actually, around the same time that i was trying to get in contact with
Garst." She took a breath, feeling she should clarify further. "I had
received an inquiry for a contract on them. On doing my research I realised
Garst was executor. I was trying to reach out to him, to inform him, for what
little good it would do, but the more I researched, the more I realised he
seems to have...changed. I was concerned and wanted to check up on you, make
sure everything was ok."
He
shrugged "I wouldn’t know, I do not talk to him much outside of written
communication. I sank pretty deep into a hole for a while, but Garst reached
out and offered me a position personally, as a fresh start. It has been quite
wonderful for me. Garst is an executor of an alliance with many eyes upon it,
what little spare time he has does not involve me outside of business." He
pondered for a moment. "But I'm sure you didn’t bring me here to talk to
me about Garst, or Triumvirate in general."
Sahriah
gazed at him for a moment before lowering her head again and speaking softly
"I've missed you Jacob. I had thought about contacting you before
but...truthfully I didn't think you would want to see me. Things have happened
recently, that..." she trailed off. "I'm not sure you're safe in
No.Mercy."
He
looked down for a moment, confused. "You ceased all communication after
shutting me out years ago, and now you reach out to tell me I am unsafe? What happened when I told
you that you were unsafe meddling in that damned cult?"
She
winced as he emphasized cult, but let him continue. The memories were clearly painful
for both of them.
"You
left. And it turns out I needed you more than you needed me. What has got you
so concerned about No.Mercy that trumps all of that?”
Standing
up and walking over to the window, she tried to hold back tears. He stirred her emotions easier than anyone she knew. "That's
not true...i didn't mean to leave you." She stumbled over her words,
trying to make him understand. "I thought i was causing more pain by being
around. I didn't want to hurt you anymore; you hated everything to do with
me."
He
stood up, immediately challenging her last remark. "I never hated you. Not
once. I was always there. I hated the years of friendship being sidelined. I
became a nuisance to your growth, I hated that. He became your everything, even at the cost of all we had built
since the academy." He took a breath before launching another painful
strike at her. “So it happens that I depended on you more than you depended on
me, and that was a hell of an awakening. It changed me, more than you can
realize. I've fought demons and moved
on. I didn’t think I'd ever hear from you again."
His
words cut at her and she wiped a single tear away before turning to him, her
voice a whisper "I did need you. I could see it in your eyes Jacob, you
hated what you thought i was becoming. You thought I was evil."
He
swiftly interrupted her. “No. I thought He was evil, and I saw you getting lured
in. At some point, my concerns for your safety, as well as my presence, were
merely ignored. I knew you. I knew your pure heart, and your thirst for the
hunt. I even attempted to understand where you were going. But the path you
were on, or why you were on it, was something I couldn't get.” He stepped
closer to her. “But I never hated you, never thought you were evil, and never
once left your side through all of it.” He reached up and wiped away the
additional tears that had started to flow down her face before pulling her into
his arms. "What a ride, huh"
She
fell into his chest and sobbed for a few moments, unable to bring herself to
refute his words. "I'm sorry. I never meant for this..."
His
arms tightened around her. "I'm sorry too. But all is forgiven, and
everything is ok now. I've missed you" After a few moments he took her
over to the couch. "Hell with everything else, are you all right?"
Wiping
her tears away, she merely shook her head to his question. She was suddenly
terrified of all that was happening. Six years ago she had almost destroyed
their friendship, and now she was about to risk doing it again, all for Him, a man she still viewed as her
mentor despite everything that had happened. Why couldn’t she shake the damn
loyalty…the damn fondness that she had for him?
A question she couldn’t answer, but one she hated herself for, more so with
every passing second in Jacob’s presence.
He
glanced over to the private lounge’s self-serve bar. "Would you like some
water? Something stronger?"
"No
thanks." She shook her head again, averting his gaze “I don’t really drink
alcohol anymore.”
Noting
her state, he grabbed her hands and her attention. "We're Okay. It may not
be the same as before, but we will be fine. Now, tell me what danger I should
be wary of from No.Mercy."
She
recoiled slightly but left her hands in his, remaining quiet for a few moments,
unsure of how to say it. "I told you I had been looking for Garst."
She hesitated again. "I remembered someone from the militia that used to
know him; I went to her to see if she could help me contact him." She
lifted her head, gazing at his eyes. "Her name is Shalee...she" a
lump caught in her throat and she stopped.
He
cracked a half-smile, fully aware of Shalee, her husband, and his recent
conversation with the woman in a [TRI] station lounge. "No surprises
here. Shalee introduced herself to me
the other day. I know all about her and her...husband."
Sahriah's
eyes widened as she realized Shalee had already pieced her and Jacob together. "He...was
there...at her manor, when i went."
Jacob
snickered. "Well they are married, right? Were you truly surprised to find
him there of all places? No matter,
continue. How does this lead to danger from No.Mercy?"
Surprised
and slightly angered by his attitude, she pulled her hands away. He clearly did
not understand how conflicted she felt, but he had never understood that side
of her, had he. "I didn't know Jacob. I hadn’t spoken to him in six
years." She walked back to the window, her arms folded, and cut to the
chase. "He wanted me to talk to you. He thinks Shalee's in danger...from
Garst. He wants you to look out for her, to figure out if he’s right."
"I
see" was all he could mutter. Suddenly this rendezvous wasn't fully about
reconciliation or his own safety. It seemed it was just another order given
from Lord Torpedo, for Sahriah to fulfill. Jacob stood and walked towards the
bar, swallowing his pain. His hand moved towards the bourbon and paused there for
a long three seconds before he reconsidered and grabbed a water jug instead.
"And
why would Garst be a threat to Shalee?" he replied, pouring himself a
glass and suppressing his inner rage.
She
turned as she heard him get up, grinding her teeth as he mentioned her.
"I
don't know, and I don't really care." Her voice softened slightly as she
continued. "I don't want you getting caught up in whatever is going on
over there. You need to stay away from them - all of them." She paused for
a moment, realising her explanation was not enough. "You told me Tiger is
dangerous, he is, and she is too."
He
continued to face away from her, finishing the glass of water and setting it down
on the counter. It made a loud noise as the crystalline carbonate hit the
metal.
"The
whole damn galaxy is dangerous, Sahriah. I left [UPAY], never to return,
because of that danger, and I just found out a few weeks ago that a corp-mate
is now married to that danger. It
seems my past is fated to haunt me.” He put his hands on the bar, spread apart,
and bowed his head while exhaling deeply. “Shalee seems nice, yet anyone
married to him can’t be fully
trusted. So far, I have not witnessed anything remotely like what I went
through in [UPAY]. So far...Shalee has been nice to me, and Garst has not
proven dangerous.” He raised his head, not letting go of the counter. "In
order for me to do this objective for you, I need to know what danger Garst
poses."
Sahriah
waved her hand aside in protest, not caring that he wasn’t facing her. "No.
Didn't you hear me? I don't want you involved in this." She stepped down
off the raised viewing platform by the window, and strode towards him, putting
her hand on his back. "You are not bound by what He wants. I just wanted you to know, and I want you to be safe.”
She
looked down at the bar as they stood there for a moment in silence. She had
promised Tiger her loyalty, and loyalty to a Caldari was everything, but she couldn’t
put Jacob in danger again, like she had in the past. She couldn’t involve him
in this.
Finally
he shook his head, fully aware of the irony of the situation. "You know,
Sahriah, there was a point in time where I would have done anything for you.
Anything. And right now, I'm completely torn. Part of me still wants to be your
everything, to help you out. But the hurt inside hates that he asked you to
contact me for something else he needed of us.” He released the counter and
faced her. "No, I'm far from bound to him.
But what of you? Are you still
bound to his service? Are you in any
danger?"
There
was another long silence as she repeated the question to herself. Jacob didn’t
really know why she had left Tiger in the first place, but he didn’t question
it. What he was really asking, was if she was still Sani Sabik, and if her
status as Prathet still applied. It wasn’t a question she was able, or willing,
to answer.
"I
don't know." She said truthfully, rubbing her forehead as she felt a
headache coming on. "He was different...I don't know how to explain it. He
seemed more in control. I don't think Illana is there anymore." She
turned, leaning her back against the bar, wanting to believe it was true.
"When he pulled me aside, he told me he wasn’t Sani anymore. He seemed genuinely
concerned about Shalee's well-being." She looked back at his eyes.
"He didn’t order me to talk to you. He asked me if I was still loyal to
him and then he asked me to speak to
you." She sighed in frustration "I don't know what to think."
Her
reply surprised and somewhat diffused his anger. Perhaps she did come for his well-being he thought silently. "Your
loyalty to the Sani Sabik Torpedo was what shattered what we had. They are
known for their silver tongues, how can you be certain that he is no longer
practicing?"
Sahriah
bit her gum. "I can't be. It's possible he no longer trusts me due to...the
way I left. He may be trying to hide it for his own safety. But he married a loyalist.
I don't see how that’s possible with his history. Perhaps that's why he asked
me to speak to you, to see if I’m still on his side."
Jacob
turned and poured himself another glass of water. "You're playing a
dangerous game getting even remotely involved with him. But since this very well could be a test of
your loyalty to him, this could actually work to an advantage…”
Her
eyes snapped up to him. "Jacob..." she warned.
He
took a sip of his new drink and started in an almost sarcastic tone. "Assume
in a perfect utopian galaxy that Tiger is magically
sane and that he truly is over his Sani Sabik practices. Then by helping you,
all I am in danger of is, supposedly, Garst Tyrell, the CEO and Executor of
Triumvirate. It would benefit me, for my safety, to understand this
better."
He set his glass down, continuing in a more serious tone.
"But if he is still practicing, even in secret, and this is a test of your
loyalty, then he may not like my refusal. My No.Mercy colleague gave me the impression
that she hates the Sani Sabik. Should she, the loyalist wife, find him to still
be practicing, well, he would certainly need more than a silver tongue to dig
his way out of it." A smile played at his lips. "If I assist in this
scenario, then I can still try to learn why Garst Tyrell, is such a danger, as
well as unseat the great 'Lord' Torpedo from his lies. On the other hand, if he
has genuinely given up his old life, then you earn the trust of your old
Commander. Either way, you get closure.”
Sahriah
looked at a loss for words. Did he think she was out to hurt Tiger? She
considered him, realising he did not even know about the conversation Shalee
and her had only days ago. "When you spoke to Shalee...what did she
say?"
"Nothing
concrete like 'to hell with them', but she became defensive and quizzed me when
the subject was brought up. Like I said, I get the feeling she dislikes them,
for whatever reason I do not know."
She
eyed him cautiously. "Did she say anything about me?"
After
pondering for a short moment he replied. "Not that I remember, she mostly
used you to ask me questions about Tiger. She wanted to know what caused the
rift between us, and she did ask if I loved you."
The
million questions she had running through her mind disappeared in an instant
with his last words. "What did you say..?" She replied, trying to
make it sound directed at his first comment.
Jacob
humbly replied. "The truth."
She
stood there, looking at him with an unimpressed ‘really?’ expression.
He
walked back and sat down on the couch, letting out a deep sigh. "I didn’t
think I'd ever hear from you again, and it was well over two years since we
fell apart. I told her how he caused our paths to break, and I told her that I
both loved and hated the man she now calls husband."
Sahriah
raised her eyebrow, slowing following him. He
both loved and hated him? "I see." She sat down across from him,
deep in thought. What game was Shalee
playing? "So what are you going to do? What are we going to do?"
"What
do you want out of all this? What is your closure?" He stood and began
donning his Ammarian cloak, not waiting for her reply. "I think the first
order of business is to see what Garst is up to. In the very least, it's better
for me to understand what I am dealing with.”
She
nodded; standing and silently thanking him for not making her answer the
question.
"Please
be careful. If you can engage Shalee, it may be useful to know how she even
came to be with Tiger. I think she is suspicious of me Jacob. She seems, too
friendly for someone who knows my past with him."
Jacob
closed his eyes for a moment. "I am certain she is suspicious of a great
many things. I would not assume she overlooks someone who was once a large part
of her Husband's life. I'll need more information on Garst. I don’t know
anything about the supposed danger to Shalee or myself in No.Mercy." He
handed her a customized data pad. "If you know anything, please send it
through this encrypted channel."
She
nodded again, taking the data pad. "Jacob…do not tell her any of this. You
know that right?"
He
smirked. “Of course I won’t. Tell that bastard that I will look into any
threats from High Command.”
He
turned towards the door, preparing to leave, but immediately felt her arms wrap
her arms around his chest. "Please be careful."
"You
know me. I look like a damned fool in a
robe, but I'm careful."
She
managed a smile "Thank you."
He
left her grasp, walking to the door and opening it with a loud screech. Turning
back a final time, he looked at Sahriah with a smirk upon his face. "You
never asked me details on that final question." Before she could reply, he
pulled over his dark hood, and disappeared.